I was in over my head. Stuff had happened here that brought up things from back home that I'd kind of hoped were far behind me. I was drinking a lot, and the PTSD support group hadn't started up yet-
[The roundabout ways you have to admit these things.]
Not that I'd have come here in the first place if I realized this was all coming back for me. But before I got here, I felt okay. Then when I wasn't any more, it was too late.
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Date: 2017-10-27 02:28 pm (UTC)[He says, right away.]
I was in over my head. Stuff had happened here that brought up things from back home that I'd kind of hoped were far behind me. I was drinking a lot, and the PTSD support group hadn't started up yet-
[The roundabout ways you have to admit these things.]
Not that I'd have come here in the first place if I realized this was all coming back for me. But before I got here, I felt okay. Then when I wasn't any more, it was too late.