I KNOW THIS WHOLE SHIP IS BENT ON THE IDEA THAT I CAN'T GET OUT WITHOUT BEING BOTHERED BY THE FACT THAT I HAVE SOME PIECES MISSING. I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ASHAMED OF THAT! BUT I DIDN'T GET TO PICK THE WAY I THINK, I'VE JUST ALWAYS BEEN THIS WAY! MY ONLY CHOICE WAS WHETHER OR NOT I WAS GOING TO BE OKAY WITH IT.
IMAGINE GOING A TRILLION YEARS WITHOUT HATING YOURSELF AND THEN SUDDENLY UNDERSTANDING THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN, AND THAT EVERYONE THAT WANTS YOU DEAD PROBABLY HAD A BETTER GRASP ON THE SITUATION THAN PEOPLE WHO WANT YOU ALIVE!
YEAH, WELL, I'D BE DEAD BY NOW IF I HADN'T KILLED A BUNCH OF PEOPLE TO CLIMB THE LADDER. I WOULDN'T HAVE MET YOU, I WOULDN'T EVEN BE BILL, BECAUSE I ONLY TOOK THAT NAME LIKE TWO HUNDRED YEARS AGO.
I DON'T SEE ANY KIND OF POINT IN FEELING BAD ABOUT STUFF THAT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT, AND THAT INCLUDES THE PAST!
THIS IS JUST THE LATEST IN A SERIES OF THINGS I HAVE TO DEAL WITH NOW! APPARENTLY HIS SAFETY IS MY SAFETY IN THE HANDS OF WHOEVER KNOWS HOW TO EXPLOIT THAT CONNECTION. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHICH COMMON THREAD I'D NEED TO SEVER, AND IF IT WAS THE UNIVERSE SIGNATURE I'M OUT OF LUCK!
I mean, just be polite about it and make a strong case. Your being tangled up with that family seems like it's never been a good thing for you, and it'd probably help if you weren't.
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[Bill frowns. It's bitter and distant, focused on something much older than the past two days.]
YEAH, I KNOW. BOO HOO, THE HUMAN CONDITION.
...I DON'T WANT IT HAPPENING AGAIN. IF YOU CAN RECOMMEND A BOOK, I'LL JUST TRY TO TEACH THE DUMB GENIUS SOME MAGIC RESISTANCE MYSELF.
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IMAGINE GOING A TRILLION YEARS WITHOUT HATING YOURSELF AND THEN SUDDENLY UNDERSTANDING THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN, AND THAT EVERYONE THAT WANTS YOU DEAD PROBABLY HAD A BETTER GRASP ON THE SITUATION THAN PEOPLE WHO WANT YOU ALIVE!
I'LL PASS ON ANOTHER ROUND!
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But I definitely believe you could do a little more hating of the way you have sometimes behaved.
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I DON'T SEE ANY KIND OF POINT IN FEELING BAD ABOUT STUFF THAT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT, AND THAT INCLUDES THE PAST!
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THIS IS JUST THE LATEST IN A SERIES OF THINGS I HAVE TO DEAL WITH NOW! APPARENTLY HIS SAFETY IS MY SAFETY IN THE HANDS OF WHOEVER KNOWS HOW TO EXPLOIT THAT CONNECTION. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHICH COMMON THREAD I'D NEED TO SEVER, AND IF IT WAS THE UNIVERSE SIGNATURE I'M OUT OF LUCK!
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Who's your warden right now?
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NICE KID! BRIGHTER THAN THE MOVIES MADE HIM LOOK.
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YEAH, GOOD IDEA! I'LL TALK TO HIM. THANKS, Q!
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THERE'S A LOT OF DUMB PROPHECY STUFF INVOLVED. PROPHECIES ARE A TERRIBLE IDEA. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO FREE WILL, HUH?
[he loves prophecies about himself winning and hates all the ones about him being dead]