Private/Voice

Date: 2018-02-05 08:08 am (UTC)
credere: (Default)
From: [personal profile] credere
I, um.

I need to ask you a favor. Please.

Re: Private/Voice

Date: 2018-02-05 08:33 am (UTC)
credere: (Default)
From: [personal profile] credere

I...

There's something I want to do, and it's...

I want you to know about it, because I think you could stop me if it goes wrong.

Re: Private/Voice

Date: 2018-02-05 09:02 am (UTC)
credere: (Default)
From: [personal profile] credere

[Okay. Annie was enthusiastic. Alec...accepted it was his decision. Shiro, he hasn't had the balls to speak to. Quentin is probably his biggest hurdle.]

...You know that we have some people on board who can...turn into wolves?

Re: Private/Voice

Date: 2018-02-05 11:01 am (UTC)
credere: (Default)
From: [personal profile] credere

[Oh. He knows who. Is that better or worse?]

I've asked someone to...make me. Like that.

Date: 2018-02-05 11:41 am (UTC)
credere: (Default)
From: [personal profile] credere

Because...

[He isn't sure he can articulate it, but he tries.]

Sometimes I want to just...not be me. Or a version of me that can...see things more clearly.

Date: 2018-02-05 11:45 am (UTC)
credere: (Default)
From: [personal profile] credere

I know there are other things. That I'll have to control. But I've had a lot of practice.

Date: 2018-02-05 12:13 pm (UTC)
credere: (Default)
From: [personal profile] credere

Oh God.

I just.

I wanted -

[There's a long silence that he's spending with his face buried in Goldstein's fur.]

You're right. I'm stupid.

Date: 2018-02-05 12:42 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] credere

I am stupid. And selfish.

[And hyperventilating.]

I didn't think, I - when you, when we...

I just wanted to feel like that again. And it's going to be so long before I can do that myself. If I ever can.

Date: 2018-02-05 12:51 pm (UTC)
credere: (Default)
From: [personal profile] credere

N-no. Not if it's like that. I can't...learning-curve out of bad dreams.

Date: 2018-02-05 12:58 pm (UTC)
credere: (Default)
From: [personal profile] credere

Why?

What did I do that was scary?

Date: 2018-02-05 01:02 pm (UTC)
credere: (Default)
From: [personal profile] credere

Oh.

You didn't.

[His voice gets smaller with every word.]

I didn't know I'd made you feel like that.

I'm sorry.

Date: 2018-02-05 01:14 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] credere
I'm fine. I'm just stupid.

I didn't think.

I - Lark. He wouldn't want me to -

Not after I. In the flood.

I'm fine.

Date: 2018-02-05 01:17 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] credere

I don't know!

I don't know anything -

[There's a crackle on the line, like electrical interference, and labored breathing.]

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